Sick & Tired Of Pills & Potions

It seems that every drug prescribed to me by my GP has little or no effect on my pain. So far this year I have had Gabapentin, Pregabalin, Cocodamol, Naproxen and the latest one Nefopam, none of which make any dent in my pain and all of which have given me more grief than benefit.

My fibromyalgia affects my lower to middle back, elbows, hips and knees, and pain from this is exacerbated by my crohn's disease / IBS symptoms. In a last ditch attempt at finding a treatment that works, before referring me to a pain management specialist, my GP decided to try me on Nefopam 30mg x 2 three times a day. I started them last Wednesday, it is now Sunday. On Friday I had to rearrange a work shift which was due to start at 05:45am to 11:30am as I had experienced extreme abdominal spasms and diarrhoea throughout Thursday. The spasms hadn't diminished by the time I started work, so my six hour shift was spent in total anxiety of another attack. When they came, thankfully, they were bearable. 

Firday night I slept fitfully and was wide awake at 03:25 I got up to visit the toilet at 05:30 and found that I couldn't urinate. I stood for a few minutes, absolutely bursting to go and when it eventually came it was like the pressure valve had been reduced to a slow. burning, trickle. It's still the same today, plus I have a headache - something I rarely get, but when I do I don't do them by halves! It's a stonker! Last night I got only two hours sleep.

So, they have been the side effects of Nefopam, but what about the benefits I hear you scream. Well, there haven't been any benefits except to say that my abdominal cramps have diminished to a mild burning every so often, but I'm putting that down to Buscopan rather than Nefopam.

My GP said that a referral to a pain management specialist was an admission by him that he could do no more for me and that pain management would provide only 'palliative care' ( I thought that term referred to terminal patients only, but perhaps that's what he meant!? ) I felt like saying he'd done nothing for me anyway, but thought better of it.

And so I find myself back to square one on this snakes and ladders game of Fibromyalgia. I'm taking no more of the Nefopam as they've made me feel awful. I'll make do with cocodamol and my TENS Unit until my pain management appointment comes through .